wish

I just really wish I had the guts to actually do it. 😔

"just block it out"

it irritates me when people say “just block it out”. You know what if it was so easy to block out I wouldn’t be talking to you all about whatever problem I’m dealing with. But you know what go to reality, that shit hurts you, it doesn’t disappear. It stays with you for the rest of your life. No matter how much you try to forget about it, it always comes back because if you get down on yourself, you always go back to that & everything just gets worse…